June Holidays
Sunday, 27 May 2012
Life indeed would be dull if there were no such difficulties.
It's the JUNE HOLIDAYS!!! I really can't believe half a year has passed by so fast, I think the June Holidays will just fly past and soon it will be the December Holidays. Anyways I think I'm just lucky to not receive much homework, I think I can finish them up by the first 2 weeks and spend the rest of the Holidays wisely >:D I'm planning to go to as many outings as possible while focussing on my studies too. After my MYE results I've decided it's really time for me to buck up and study for EOY :/
Might be transferring school next year, my mom wants me to take DSA exams to Cedar girls and Temasek JC for the 4 years IP. I mean I think that's really good, skipping O'levels and everything, but I really can't stand the thought of leaving my friends in secondary school D: Grown really close to them now and I'm not really sure if I can fit in to a girls school/wholly different school. Just gotta see my luck if I pass the DSA exam(which will be like darn difficult since all the smart girls in the whole country might be taking the exam too).
I'm slacking at home for the whole day today, except for when I'll be going for Math tuition at 6pm... So gotta plan my time wisely and start homework early!!! Math homework, you're going downnnn.
Meanwhile I've found these freakin funny .gif images, just wanted to share them XD
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Challenge!
Sunday, 13 May 2012
Never regret anything because at one time it was exactly what you wanted.
June holidays are coming up, I wanted to accomplish something during the June holidays so my first challenge was to learn a new instrument. So I was actually thinking what kind of instrument would be cheap and easy to learn(besides the stupid recorder I have at home), and the instrument which first came up to my mind was an ukulele! That cute lil' Hawaiian(?) instrument. Haha.
Was walking around orchard with my mom and my brother yesterday and we went past a guitar shop, then I saw this SUPER CUTE row of coloured ukuleles! I told my mom I wanted it but my mom told me they looked like toys for toddlers ._. So I had to get the wooden one which 'looked like an instrument', but I'm satisfied with the little thing :D
Basically the whole thing was easy to learn, since it just has four strings, but it was pretty painful to press on the strings for the chords(first time dealing with string instrument), now my fingers are aching D: Oh God please let my fingers get used to the strings. Anyways, it's just been one day since I've been learning it via the internet, the holy teacher of all. I can play I'm Yours by Jason Mraz XD Not that I'm really quick at learning, the whole song is just 4 chords repeated over and over again. LOL.
My poor fingers. Put band-aid on them but it still hurts quite bad. My brother told me it won't be painful if I deal with the strings for a pretty long time. By the end of the June Holidays(although it hasn't even started yet), IMMA PLAY THE UKULELE LIKE A PRO...maybe.
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parents' day
Wednesday, 9 May 2012
If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever.
I LOVE WINNIE THE POOH! <3 You cute little thing.
So yesterday was actually parents' day in Korea (it's celebrated on every 8th of May) and I gave my mom a handmade card and tried not to piss my parents off yesterday XD I can see them growing older by the day, and honestly, I can't imagine myself living without them. I'm very attached to my parents, we rarely fight, let alone even argue about things. Sometimes it's better to understand your parents rather than trying to get them to understand you. After all, they're still your parents, they raise you regardless whether they're your biological parents or not.
I LOVE MY MOM AND DAD <3
#Pics from Tumblr.
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brand new tomorrow.
Monday, 7 May 2012
You can't have a better tomorrow if you don't stop thinking about yesterday.
But what if I keep thinking about yesterday? What if yesterday seemed so perfect that I wished today never came? Cruel time. They say time heals everything, but sometimes time passes too fast for me to handle. Wish time stopped in childhood. When there was only innocence, when no one was ever too deceptive, and when I felt happy in experiencing simple things. Or maybe time could have stopped when I was actually nice and positive about everything?
Life is a funny thing. You feel so confused at times. You lose your purpose to live and you're unsatisfied about even the smallest things. You can't seem to trust anyone because you're too hurt inside, and you feel nobody cares, so nobody knows you're hurt. Outside it may seem you have the perfect life, with no problems, good grades, good parents, good friends, but inside you're so shattered into pieces that it's impossible to match the pieces properly into what it was before. So that's how you lose yourself. And then you think that you're as worthless as a speck of dust in the air. How did
I ever come to this?
You see, I'm always the one who has to deal with the bullshit around me. Freaking bullshit everywhere nowadays. Frustration's building up everyday and nobody even notices. Am I hiding myself too much, that even my closest friends think I have no problems at all? I have dozens of problems that I'd like to share but nobody is willing to listen or even notice. That's when I finally knew that I simply don't have a single person whom I know of, that I can trust with my heart fully. I have 600 friends on Facebook but in the end who would come running to me if I posted my problems as my status, hoping anyone could notice? No one.
Life sucks when you have too much suspicion in you. Because you built so many invisible walls that even you're not strong enough to break through them, and you start blaming others for it. Empty your heart and mind YJ. Start a brand new tomorrow.
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i'm still alive
Monday, 2 April 2012
We waste time looking for a perfect lover instead of creating a perfect love.
MY BLOG IS ALIVE AGAINNNN! Yay! Although there're like. NO READERS :D Haha, was so busy with LIFE that I forgot how fun it is to blog and blog and blog :P Anyways there's lots of drama in school these days, I don't know how much more I can cope with, but some drama is just so annoying and some are well...more amusing? GORDON has officially convinced me to start blogging again, I don't know what he finds so interesting about my blog but yay I have a fan of my blog. (GORDON YOU'RE MY BLOG'S FAN RIGHT? :D HEHE.) But I won't be talking much about stuff from now onwards.
I realised that 1.) I really can't be bothered with lots of things, and 2.) It's just sorta nice keeping things to myself :D Living life to the fullest right now, after my health check in Korea last year I kinda looked back on how I lived my short 14 years on EARTH. Pretty much meaningless. I don't know why but I felt that I was living my life too aimlessly. I've still got 50~60 years ahead, better start setting my goals properly :D
So since I have nothing much to do right now(I'm actually supposed to study for chinese but MEH, read my number 1 realisation), I'm gonna list down my goals for my FUTTTUUUREEE :D
1.) I'm going to become a designer someday. Or maybe an artist? I don't know. But right now I know that art and design is my PASSIONN <3 Yeah bitches laugh all you want, I'm taking my life seriously right now. :P
2.) I'm gonna become a volunteer at WorldVision. Yeah bitches laugh all you want, but I'm not being superficial here. You have no idea how satisfied and happy I feel when I help the needy.
3.) I'm still making more goals. Besides, I'm still young :D ONLY 14 YEAH!
I realised I'm seriously wasting too much of my time. Adios peeps. *Abrupt ending, yes I know*
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11/11/11!
Friday, 11 November 2011
11/11/11 11:11
Usually I wouldn't believe in this thing. But it comes once in a millennium so it's special :) I wish that everyone's wishes will come true. Each and every single wish.
This post is posted on 11th November 2011, 11:11pm :D
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ello~
Thursday, 3 November 2011
Don't choose the one who is beautiful to the world, choose the one who makes your world beautiful. <3
Haha I haven't updated my blog in a while already! :D Mainly because I was too lazy :3 Exams are over and I've gotten really disappointing results. Haiz. Dropped from 8th to 16th in standard, so my mom was like really pissed. But it all ended up well. (She still has grudges though.)
A lot of drama and happenings in the school year 2011! Haha, can't believe my secondary 1 life has finally come to an end. Time really flies when you're not even aware of it. Made lots of priceless memories and precious friends, I'm glad I have experienced 2011 :D Really thankful for all the love and care from everyone whenever there were moments I felt like I wanted to give up and let go of everything I'd held on to.
Soooo recently it has come to my attention that lots of people are having a relationship? I don't know whether it's just me but really, there's quite a lot. I don't think it's wrong for people my age to have a relationship but I think they should be careful... There are many people who are matured even at the age of 13, but girls, don't trust love at first sight. Learn to know the guy better and understand him before starting a relationship. Things may or may not turn out the way you want it to, but if you're just curious about how having a relationship feels like, don't even try. You might end up hurting yourself(or even your boyfriend). Why the rush? We're only 13. We're supposed to enjoy our friends' company more than just one person's company alone.
Don't be too eager to start a relationship. It's not all that bad but it's not all that good either. We're still pretty young and having a relationship at our age might, you know, change some parts of our lives. We might abandon our friends, ditch our studies and more importantly, we might lose ourselves, thinking that we're really in "love". Sometimes it's better to trust your mind than your heart :/
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June Holidays
Sunday, 27 May 2012
Life indeed would be dull if there were no such difficulties.
It's the JUNE HOLIDAYS!!! I really can't believe half a year has passed by so fast, I think the June Holidays will just fly past and soon it will be the December Holidays. Anyways I think I'm just lucky to not receive much homework, I think I can finish them up by the first 2 weeks and spend the rest of the Holidays wisely >:D I'm planning to go to as many outings as possible while focussing on my studies too. After my MYE results I've decided it's really time for me to buck up and study for EOY :/
Might be transferring school next year, my mom wants me to take DSA exams to Cedar girls and Temasek JC for the 4 years IP. I mean I think that's really good, skipping O'levels and everything, but I really can't stand the thought of leaving my friends in secondary school D: Grown really close to them now and I'm not really sure if I can fit in to a girls school/wholly different school. Just gotta see my luck if I pass the DSA exam(which will be like darn difficult since all the smart girls in the whole country might be taking the exam too).
I'm slacking at home for the whole day today, except for when I'll be going for Math tuition at 6pm... So gotta plan my time wisely and start homework early!!! Math homework, you're going downnnn.
Meanwhile I've found these freakin funny .gif images, just wanted to share them XD
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Challenge!
Sunday, 13 May 2012
Never regret anything because at one time it was exactly what you wanted.
June holidays are coming up, I wanted to accomplish something during the June holidays so my first challenge was to learn a new instrument. So I was actually thinking what kind of instrument would be cheap and easy to learn(besides the stupid recorder I have at home), and the instrument which first came up to my mind was an ukulele! That cute lil' Hawaiian(?) instrument. Haha.
Was walking around orchard with my mom and my brother yesterday and we went past a guitar shop, then I saw this SUPER CUTE row of coloured ukuleles! I told my mom I wanted it but my mom told me they looked like toys for toddlers ._. So I had to get the wooden one which 'looked like an instrument', but I'm satisfied with the little thing :D
Basically the whole thing was easy to learn, since it just has four strings, but it was pretty painful to press on the strings for the chords(first time dealing with string instrument), now my fingers are aching D: Oh God please let my fingers get used to the strings. Anyways, it's just been one day since I've been learning it via the internet, the holy teacher of all. I can play I'm Yours by Jason Mraz XD Not that I'm really quick at learning, the whole song is just 4 chords repeated over and over again. LOL.
My poor fingers. Put band-aid on them but it still hurts quite bad. My brother told me it won't be painful if I deal with the strings for a pretty long time. By the end of the June Holidays(although it hasn't even started yet), IMMA PLAY THE UKULELE LIKE A PRO...maybe.
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parents' day
Wednesday, 9 May 2012
If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever.
I LOVE WINNIE THE POOH! <3 You cute little thing.
So yesterday was actually parents' day in Korea (it's celebrated on every 8th of May) and I gave my mom a handmade card and tried not to piss my parents off yesterday XD I can see them growing older by the day, and honestly, I can't imagine myself living without them. I'm very attached to my parents, we rarely fight, let alone even argue about things. Sometimes it's better to understand your parents rather than trying to get them to understand you. After all, they're still your parents, they raise you regardless whether they're your biological parents or not.
I LOVE MY MOM AND DAD <3
#Pics from Tumblr.
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brand new tomorrow.
Monday, 7 May 2012
You can't have a better tomorrow if you don't stop thinking about yesterday.
But what if I keep thinking about yesterday? What if yesterday seemed so perfect that I wished today never came? Cruel time. They say time heals everything, but sometimes time passes too fast for me to handle. Wish time stopped in childhood. When there was only innocence, when no one was ever too deceptive, and when I felt happy in experiencing simple things. Or maybe time could have stopped when I was actually nice and positive about everything?
Life is a funny thing. You feel so confused at times. You lose your purpose to live and you're unsatisfied about even the smallest things. You can't seem to trust anyone because you're too hurt inside, and you feel nobody cares, so nobody knows you're hurt. Outside it may seem you have the perfect life, with no problems, good grades, good parents, good friends, but inside you're so shattered into pieces that it's impossible to match the pieces properly into what it was before. So that's how you lose yourself. And then you think that you're as worthless as a speck of dust in the air. How did
I ever come to this?
You see, I'm always the one who has to deal with the bullshit around me. Freaking bullshit everywhere nowadays. Frustration's building up everyday and nobody even notices. Am I hiding myself too much, that even my closest friends think I have no problems at all? I have dozens of problems that I'd like to share but nobody is willing to listen or even notice. That's when I finally knew that I simply don't have a single person whom I know of, that I can trust with my heart fully. I have 600 friends on Facebook but in the end who would come running to me if I posted my problems as my status, hoping anyone could notice? No one.
Life sucks when you have too much suspicion in you. Because you built so many invisible walls that even you're not strong enough to break through them, and you start blaming others for it. Empty your heart and mind YJ. Start a brand new tomorrow.
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i'm still alive
Monday, 2 April 2012
We waste time looking for a perfect lover instead of creating a perfect love.
MY BLOG IS ALIVE AGAINNNN! Yay! Although there're like. NO READERS :D Haha, was so busy with LIFE that I forgot how fun it is to blog and blog and blog :P Anyways there's lots of drama in school these days, I don't know how much more I can cope with, but some drama is just so annoying and some are well...more amusing? GORDON has officially convinced me to start blogging again, I don't know what he finds so interesting about my blog but yay I have a fan of my blog. (GORDON YOU'RE MY BLOG'S FAN RIGHT? :D HEHE.) But I won't be talking much about stuff from now onwards.
I realised that 1.) I really can't be bothered with lots of things, and 2.) It's just sorta nice keeping things to myself :D Living life to the fullest right now, after my health check in Korea last year I kinda looked back on how I lived my short 14 years on EARTH. Pretty much meaningless. I don't know why but I felt that I was living my life too aimlessly. I've still got 50~60 years ahead, better start setting my goals properly :D
So since I have nothing much to do right now(I'm actually supposed to study for chinese but MEH, read my number 1 realisation), I'm gonna list down my goals for my FUTTTUUUREEE :D
1.) I'm going to become a designer someday. Or maybe an artist? I don't know. But right now I know that art and design is my PASSIONN <3 Yeah bitches laugh all you want, I'm taking my life seriously right now. :P
2.) I'm gonna become a volunteer at WorldVision. Yeah bitches laugh all you want, but I'm not being superficial here. You have no idea how satisfied and happy I feel when I help the needy.
3.) I'm still making more goals. Besides, I'm still young :D ONLY 14 YEAH!
I realised I'm seriously wasting too much of my time. Adios peeps. *Abrupt ending, yes I know*
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11/11/11!
Friday, 11 November 2011
11/11/11 11:11
Usually I wouldn't believe in this thing. But it comes once in a millennium so it's special :) I wish that everyone's wishes will come true. Each and every single wish.
This post is posted on 11th November 2011, 11:11pm :D
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ello~
Thursday, 3 November 2011
Don't choose the one who is beautiful to the world, choose the one who makes your world beautiful. <3
Haha I haven't updated my blog in a while already! :D Mainly because I was too lazy :3 Exams are over and I've gotten really disappointing results. Haiz. Dropped from 8th to 16th in standard, so my mom was like really pissed. But it all ended up well. (She still has grudges though.)
A lot of drama and happenings in the school year 2011! Haha, can't believe my secondary 1 life has finally come to an end. Time really flies when you're not even aware of it. Made lots of priceless memories and precious friends, I'm glad I have experienced 2011 :D Really thankful for all the love and care from everyone whenever there were moments I felt like I wanted to give up and let go of everything I'd held on to.
Soooo recently it has come to my attention that lots of people are having a relationship? I don't know whether it's just me but really, there's quite a lot. I don't think it's wrong for people my age to have a relationship but I think they should be careful... There are many people who are matured even at the age of 13, but girls, don't trust love at first sight. Learn to know the guy better and understand him before starting a relationship. Things may or may not turn out the way you want it to, but if you're just curious about how having a relationship feels like, don't even try. You might end up hurting yourself(or even your boyfriend). Why the rush? We're only 13. We're supposed to enjoy our friends' company more than just one person's company alone.
Don't be too eager to start a relationship. It's not all that bad but it's not all that good either. We're still pretty young and having a relationship at our age might, you know, change some parts of our lives. We might abandon our friends, ditch our studies and more importantly, we might lose ourselves, thinking that we're really in "love". Sometimes it's better to trust your mind than your heart :/
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